homecoming part 2

your tie, your pants, are ridiculous but still somehow attractive

your friends, your girls are promiscuous but still i smile and wave

there's nothing different about this crush: this teasing, insulting, staring. are you attracted? are you disgusted? are you both?

you want a goth girlfriend i almost fit those labels was that a flirt? i don't know.

i'm clueless because i think i'm worthless. i'm worthless because i think i'm ugly. i'm ugly becuase i think i'm clueless

i'll never risk it ever again i'll just suck it up and wait if he's interested he'll give me:

snapchat. digits. whatever.

i left homecoming early all four years here.